I am so overwhelmed by work, school, and all of life at this point. And to be honest, it really sucks.
I miss afternoons to myself.
I miss time to read and write.
You know, just sit and think.
I miss being able to sleep in
and not having to stay up until 2:30 AM for some alone time.
I miss going to the movies
and having friends to take along.
I miss spending hours making mix CDs for Jenna.
And playing outside. And laying on the floor.
And home-cooked meals.
And getting an A in a class without effort,
because that's the kind of student I was.
I miss long baths with soap and bubbles.
And playing with my dog, Romeo.
I miss going out on Tuesdays with Branson,
and having time to take pictures.
I miss editing them, too.
Today I realized that there will never again be a time in my life that I am not required to work.
And it's all so exhausting.
In the midst of this, I started writing a Bucket List today.